Why don’t I get hit on by people my age…smh

So today was the day I was waiting for~the day we would finally head to Seattle. Turns out we only had time to go to SF to renew our passports and get dual citizenship and all that so that was fine too. I ate McDonald’s all day HAHAHA way to go Kristine. The reason for that was because the Filipino Passport place thing was right next to a McD and it was the most convenient since we had to go in and out of the building numerous times. Anyway, holy wow okay there are SO many good looking Filipinos like wow okay way to go. I like how there were so many people there who looked real native haha made me miss the PH again :'(.

I had to go get my picture taken because I was going to become a dual citizen or something so my mom and I went up to the 8th floor to go get a picture done. Good news for me because sitting at the desk was this 45-55 year old Filipino man. He looked all nice and all and was real friendly so that was fine. But. Real friendly *cringe*. The moment my mom and I walked in, he immediately mentioned how “kamuka kong Hapon” and how “ang ganda ganda naman ako” and all that. MAJOR CRINGE. I got my picture done and all that and tbh I looked so exhausted haha. I suppose because I was up until around 4am the night before doing the last post and going on YouTube so I slept in the car. Eyebags were majorly noticeable and wow okay but lets not. So along with that, my dad kept sending my mom and I up there to get some papers Xeroxed (copied) and guess what. It was in the office of the same guy =_=. I think he gave us discounts or something for our papers that we had copied because we had around 3-4 documents and we needed 6 copies of each and Mom handed him a $20 and he gave us $10 back….but okay. I may jiust be overthinking it.

In addition to that, while I was waiting for my parents to finish their documents and whatnots, I was just propped up against the table, on my phone as usual haha. Suddenly, this 30 year old man comes up to me and asks me to sign one of his papers and immediately my dad responds, “She can’t, she’s a minor.” Turns out, he just needed a signature for someone as a witness for his documents or something. That moment got me almost peeing tbh because it reminded me of this time I think around 4 years ago when we went to the PH for vacation and in the terminal thing while waiting, I was heading to the bathroom when out of no where, this Mexican guy walks up to me and stops me in my tracks and says “I just wanted to say that you are very beautiful” and the moment those words came out of his mouth, I said “no thank you” and continued on my way to the bathroom. For whatever reason, NO ONE SAW THAT. But okay, it wasn’t even that big of a deal. It was just a little freaky to 12-13 year old me to have someone more than 2x my age approach me. And I don’t think he did that out of awe; I was a 12 year old. I think everyone remembers how I looked. And it was anything but pretty. For crying out loud, I had glasses and pimples and I was wearing my pink AERO sweatshirt/sleeping shirt and grey sweatpants. He may have just been looking for a victim or whatever. Well not this time, Satan. I wanted to visit my family back home so thank god nothing bad happened. I haven’t told anyone about that occurrence besides maybe Claire. Ugh. Much disgust.

Anyway, that’s all for today. It’s around 12:40 right now and we’re planning on leaving at around 5am to head to Seattle (perhaps lol). Just wanted to update here and then I suppose YouTube a little and hopefully get some reading in. Hopefully. Every time I try to read in the car, I end up falling asleep haha. Same thing happened with Monuments Men but that was an actual boring, lame lame lame book. I have better hopes for this book. I got Lord Of The Rings today too so I’m hoping to be able to watch that in the car during the ride but I’m not too sure how my battery will hold up on the laptop here. It took a lot of urging from my mother to let me get the movies because she’s all paranoid about little things. But I’m sure I’ll miss her little naggings here and there despite me wanting to rip out my hair when she does that :P.

Busy Busy Busy

(let’s just start it off with a ratchet picture of me that the glorious Tyler was able to take bc she hogged my phone in Spanish and idk how to move pictures here yet)

     Honestly kind of surprised I’m somewhat keeping up with this haha. This past week has been a bit of a hustle (or at least in my mind it seems to be). Since Allen and Jude left for the PH, I’ve really ben lacking in XC conditioning and I think I’ve only gone around 4-5 times since they left. I’m really mad at myself because I’m pretty sure I lost most of the progress I’ve worked so hard to achieve in the first couple weeks. Such a shame. Lately, I’ve just been feeling real sluggish and fat and lazy and all those. I still really do want to keep up with XC especially since…as much as I hate to admit it…but #bodygoals. People around me have said that during track they saw improvements to my body already but perhaps they were just being nice. I’m hoping to achieve more and push my body more and improve a lot during XC and hopefully do the 800 during track this year although I’m not too sure how I’ll handle haha. I’ve only done one hill workout and it wasn’t all too bad but the 10 minute run afterwards was kind of really hell. Oh well.

Christian’s been pushing me on a lot lately and I really do appreciate it. It’s real nice having someone else be a motivator instead of just myself so I really do appreciate him. I kind of brought him in as well to kill two birds with one stone. WARNING: if this is not Kristine right now and you are reading this, either she has decided to let down her guard and allow people to read this now or you are an insanely close friend who she has allowed access to her deepest life. Or she has just become a famous idol and now this is in her book that has been published. Ha. Dreams, I tell you. Or if you are the parents =.= GET OUT THIS IS MY PERSONAL LIFE. jkjk I probably won’t ever show this to anyone ever. Probably. Hmm I wonder if this has a word limit. I guess we’ll find out later. Okay yeah, I really hope this is just Kristine because this is all basically just for her to look back on in the future.

Anywho, the reason I brought in Christian was because usually in all the journals and whatnots that I keep my thoughts in, I bring up the horrid events that happened during sophomore year. Horrid mainly because of friend fallout, boy issues (gag), and just high school drama. Kristine would already know the terrible experiences so I’d rather that stay with her and not ruin this wonderful piece of art. (Note to self: stop referring to self in 3rd person). Anyway, besides all the gross teenage angst and whatever that happened there, I was looking back on my pictures and realized that I actually had a pretty freaking bomb sophomore year! The main lifesavers were the SQUAD from H English/AP Euro block: Camryn, Emily, Cece, and Lucy . My god, I loved those girls to death. We always sat close to each other and never dared move when RossBoss would offer to let us pick our seats and when she would assign groups, she would trust us to stay on task and focus on our work (which we were ever so grateful for don’t get me wrong, but 90% of the time we just messed around and joked about Cece’s love life and Camryn’s obsession with Marvel and how Cece was a major fuckboy who would “lol @ me ACTUALLY studying” with Camryn and Em and I haha. Lucy oh lucy, she would never get along with Cece haha those two would argue and quarrel about the smallest things like playing “The Flying Cat (in Spanish) before our presentation to fighting about where to pierce the straw through the foil in the chocolate soymilk. “Baby Fuckboi, Cece EVA”

                                    

                    

                  

My beautiful best friends, how I miss them so

Holy wow, I loved those girls more than anything and I would never give them up for the world. I’m so glad Emily and I got to reconnect after years of not seeing each other since 4th grade! I’m hoping to stay in contact with them in the coming years but mainly because we all have IB together although I am not 100% sure if Lucy is doing Diploma or not. And Cece for that matter. But I suppose we’ll just see when it happens.

I think I shall continue on in another post because this is getting quite lengthy and I would hate for it to be a bore haha (“aborred”- Ethan C 2k15)

Impromptu AF

OKay well I kind of hate myself right now because I had my entire “speech” laid out and typed and I was about to publish it but then freaking Anson started calling me DinDin and distracted me with the XC/running/things and then I accidently deleted everything =_= like okay thank you. Well anyway, that’s fine because the last one was way too formal and now I’m just kind of rushing to get it published and posted so I can see how it looks like and tbh I don’t know why I’m rushing because I’m not going anywhere but I’m glad I’m writing a lot less formal. Anyway, I’m just hoping to keep this blog real casual and just a nice blank canvas (my joke in the old one was I connected it back to AP Euro with the tabula rasa lol) where I can just release myself and rant or jot random thoughts about topics or talk about something without bothering a friend after multiple texts haha. Anyway, let’s see how this turns out because God only knows how many notebooks and journals and diaries I have tried to keep haha.